Hye lapangan dakwatku ! :D
okey hari ni cikyaa xberapa nak gelak..xberapa nak hepi walaupun muke manyak sinyum...
i can say today is the day that indirectly leads me to the superb amazing down of the heart. who knows? who feels? yea nobody. because if someone can feel what i am feeling, they will obviously try to make me out of this misery.
you know how it feels when each time and everyday u are thinking about somebody that u hope u can be with, suddenly dreaming of him in the middle of afternoon...and sometimes evening..and sometimes at night..???
quote says, when we dream of someone, it means that particular person is missing you. u know what im going to say with this quote?
*nonsense and go die*
~ because he never miss me ~
hari ni cikyaa has been at my very best to control all my emotions and feelings because of one thing....
the person that i hope i can be with is sweetly in love with someone...situation that i never expected to happen since i remembered him saying that his heart is reluctant to feel such these things...can i say that he is lying me? of course not...he is not lying..but he is just dont know how to say that he will never like me....clear? yes cikyaa..make urself clear..maybe within this short time i will know the answer..and maybe the lucky girl that he is in love with. strong enough cikyaa? u should..for the sake of your heart and yourself cikyaa...listen to his answer and make it as your spirit to move on later....
when i know he has loved someone...it has torn my heart partly...and later on when i know who is the girl...it is completely bleeding...but i know i must face the truth..
in sha Allah i am ready for the truth...and ya ALLAH..please give me all the courage and power to face everything that I might know later on...
# kepada awak, walaupun cikyaa thu hati awak dah ade orang laen..tapi bukan semudah tu cikyaa nak get rid this feeling...macam mana anda nak perasaan anda dihormati..status anda difahami..macam tu juga perasaan cikyaa...its not something easy to remove everything that u like damn much...when u have fallen in love with something that ur heart wants for real...everything that against it is painful...dan sakit tu sampai setiap kali menaip tntg anda...memikirkan tntg anda..airmata tu laju...tpi pada masa yg sama saya berdoa..jgnlah Allah hukum awak sebab airmata sy..walaupun org kate..kalau kite bt org sedeh..akan dtg masa kita kan? tpi cikyaa xnak pun awk sedih ke ape...biarlah awak hepi dgn ape awak pilih..its enuf for me...doakan sy boleh lupakan awak..dan ingatlah walau sesaat..yg ade org pernah sayang awak badly..dan itu cikyaa #
lagu ni la jadi peneman cikyaa sekarang.....=)
jom teman cikyaa dgr same2....
thats all for today..with love for heartlove..=)
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