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Screenshot status whatsapp...saya dan Mr.F...

Hehehehehe...tu je nak bagitau...mekaseh Mr.F sebab meniru status cikyaa...die kate status tu comel so die tiru...Ni haritu lagi...baru teringat nak update....

:)

~ GaLat ~

heLLo everibadi~~~~ eh eh...ade orang ke kan....hakhakhakhak~

banyak nyeee sawang yang melilau...lame cikyaa xmai ceq mai kan...hekhekhekhek ~

cikyaa busy..ngn praktikal...dengan malas bukk laptopnye...mcm2 la kan...tapi harini...sebab ade kisah...saje la update jugak....

sebelum tu...praktikal cikyaa mcm bese..anak2 pun makin manja....siap panggil "ummi" lagi kan...rase nak kawen...oooppsss~ !!

okey ceritanya begini....alkisahhhhhh~

semalam Mr.F mesej cikyaa..bagitahu die on the way ke perlis...cikyaa pun mcm..."WOW" kan....ingatkan kenape la die ke Perlis..rupenye sepupu die kawen...so die drive ke Perlis...dan die bertanyakan soklan cuper cemas kepada cikyaa.....

F: org otw ke Perlis...nnti nak singgah jumpe..liya nak x?

Y: errr....susahnye nak jawab soklan ni....tahu la parents org tu cmne...kene mintak izin dlu..

F: nnti org kol la...kol ayah ea? hehehe...

Y: ehhh jgn2...mcm bahaya je....alaaa..cmne ea....kang mule la org pikir satu malam cmni ni...sobsss...

F: hehehehe...saje jela...*driving*

so die pun x balas dah msej...sebb driving...dan cikyaa pun tetido sebb tahu die akan overnight driving...pagi buta terbangun tu tnye Mr.F dah sampai ke belum...dan die pun x balas...risau ade jugak tapi positif....cikyaa xlena tido..tebangun kol 12.30...kol 2.30...kol 3.45..kol 4.30...kol 5.15..sampai kol 6.30 bangun mandi....and kol 9 tadi baru die balas msej cikyaa bgthu die lost dan tido dalam kete je....but die dah berjaya reached tempat dituju la....dan bncg la sal isu jumpe tu lgi....

Y: die balik hari ni ke esok?

F: kite makan same lepas tu org balik la...kan?

Y: errrr...dapat ke makan same...? :(

F: kenape...rase2 xdapat ea?

Y: entahla...die cube la kol ibu....kot2 ibu bagi...nak jugak jumpe...dah alang2 awak ke sini...(terjujur)

F: oooooo...ade jugak la rase tu sebenarnye....hahahaha...gotcha ~

Y: ishhh...mano adoo...rase besalah je...lalalalalalala~

F: xpela...rasenye elok jumpe depan2 ngn parents liya and mintak izin...rasenye kite keluar dekat negeri sembilan nanti...boleh ea?

Y: hurmmm....susahnye la cmni...tpi awak mmg thu..dgn sy mmg susah nak kelua2..nanti awak x bosan ke dgn sy?

F: ishhh...apelak cmtu..banyak mase lagi..nanti dh kawen kan ngadap hari2...hehehe...

Y: ishh..die yang kate nak jumpe..org rase besalah la...depress ni....ikot la..mane2 je...

F: xyah nak over sgt la..ni org nak marah ni...pikir banyak kenapo...lagipun malas la nak jumpe liya...saje je pun...hahahaha...

Y: kurg ajaa..malas jumpe? hamboihh..cekik kang thu la...

and terus tukar topik laen...btw Mr.F...cikyaa tahu awak ckp cmtu sebb awak nak kurgkan rase bersalah saya....walaupun sy tahu awak mmg nak jumpe...untuk tengok org yg awak panggil gemuk tembam pendek sume ni...but thats the rule...permission untuk jumpe tu kene dpt dari parents...which kene tahan la...

but one thing...betul ke awak dah berubah? saya dapat rasakan bende tu...tapi pada masa same...perasaan takot tu menyelubungi diri sy dalam sgt....im touched with ur way...ur affection...im touched..really...but cikyaa takot kalau2 bnde ni temporary je dgn cikyaa...but i hope it will b forever...aminnn...

dan harini jugak seorang sedare meninggal...dan Mr.F bersama ahli keluarga yg kenduri ke Perlis td terpaksa balik ptg td jugak...so mmg hkmahnye mmg xsmpat nak jmpe la sbnrnye....so drive carefully ye Mr.F....

thanks Allah for this happiness...and hopefully it remains forever...amin..:)

maybe I will have my first love to be my last love of my life....aminn..:)

~ InDaH ~

Haaaa...setelah lame menghilang kan? Kihkihkih...minggu ni minggu yg busy untuk cikyaa..dn in fact..bulan ni...so minggu lepas pensyarah cikyaa dh dtg observe...lega la sikit...

So, apa yg indah kan? First of all...makin kite dekatkan diri dengan Allah untuk segalanya...kita akan lebih sedar semua yg ada adalah yg indah...

Ape lagi yg indah? Hehehehe... 'S. But N.A.'
Apekah itu kan...alhamdulillah..masih lagi hari ditemani dengan Mr.F. perlu ke nk senyum ea? Okey perlu la...okey finee...senyum sorang2...ehhh..ehhh...hahahahaha...

Mr.F tiba2 hari ni cakap..'liya bt konsep buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih..sy xlayak pun'...tetibe cikyaa sebak...mungkin die rse die terlalu jahat ke? Tp cikyaa xpenah menghukum die...everyday is too beautiful now...everyday he makes my day...dan pagi ni...tak sangka..setelah bertahun xbecakap..die kejut cikyaa subuh..im touched and suddenly i realised that i have been missing his voice damn much...the time was too long to expect this situation to happen..but it is happening...
Dan tu la reason kenapa cikyaa mengepost di blog hri ni...kehkehkeh...

Kitorg x declare pape..dan dh ade heart to heart talk...bagi mr.F..die xnak relationship but for now...we are more than friend..and he has the intention to make me as his wife but he does not want the relationship makes us control ourselves more and more...he does not want to feel too comfortable with the status so he chooses to maintain this way..he hopes i can wait for him to collect money for both of us...and i just smile..and i said in sha Allah...
For this..i would like to say thank u Allah..thank u to u...i tried to keep ur words and i pray for us...but honestly..i do not teach myself to hope too much...i just accept the situation and i am also ready if anything happen again in future...but hopefully we will end as what u are planning mr.F...

I will try to keep it safely and thanks for this...

Die screenshot untuk cikyaa :D
Thanks awak tuu..:)