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Hye hye blog ku...miss me ? Kihkihkih..di tengah tengah pagi buta cikyaa mengupdate blog sambil membuang sawang2 yang ada di blog...xyah tnye..cikyaa mmg sehat...hehehe
So wat to write on..hurmmm hurmmmm....mari mulekan dengan students..
Kelas semalam cikyaa exhausted sgt...so untuk pertama kalinyee cikyaa masuk kelas duk diam tnpa celoteh....cikyaa x celoteh? Haaaa pelik gamaknyee..tapi itu la hakikatnyee...nsb baek one period lesson je...semalam cikyaa xngaja sebab duk siapkan action research...sesuke hti je xngaja kan? Hehehe...so msuk kelas lepas cuti seminggu...dn xngaja..dn senyap...membuatkan students sy xkeruan..dan xsemena mena..jejaka kachak aka pakwe kontrak 4 bulan itu berkerumun keliling cikyaa...soklan pertama...'ticer okey ke x ni?' N cikyaa jawab okey sepatah..then diorg bt keje laen..lepas tu mai lgi..'ticer..ticer muke stress ticer duk bt pa?' N cikyaa jawab..bt keje ckit..lepas tu dtg lgi..'ticer btul ke x belaja hri ni..mcm pelik ja?' Cikyaa jawab..ye btul..rehat je hri ni..pastu lame ckit..'ticer..sebenaqnya xbest la ticer diam cmni..selalu ticer duk hingaq smpai loceng bunyi..ticer xseronok ka jmpa kami?' Terus cikyaa ttup laptop n tongkat dagu...'sebenaqnya ticer letih ja.xdak marah pa pun' lepastu sembang ngn diorg smpai abes loceng bunyi..n mcm bese dorg duk maen tab ticer dorg siap bukak utube tnjuk lagu cinta...so cikyaa senyum la sorg2 belashing ade students sweet semua...mekaseh anak2 for making my day..everyday...oh ye..cikyaa siap ade grup wechat ngn students form 3...kahkahkah !

okey..cerita kedua..cuti...
Cuti xde ape yg bes..xsmpat nak jalan2..n cikyaa lepak rumah..bukak keje..tp xsiap2...yg penting..cikyaa pulun lepas gian memasak..beslaa..n ibu dh yakin bgi anak die masak ikan patin..cikyaa bangga riak takabur sume ade..hahaha...nauzubillah..maen2 aja...kihkihkih..durani as usual..masih lgi gedik manja santai...cuti ni jugak cikyaa telah sekaligus habiskan baucer buku...hanya untuk adik2 tercinta...punah harapan aku nk beli mcm2...siyes hancur bederai bile buku diorg semua tu bernilai 200 hengget...oh ye..cikyaa beli quran baru..dan ibu jeles die nak satu...so due quran baru..hehehe...semoga cikyaa masih konsisten wlupun busy skrg...

Okey..cerita ketiga...ibu..dan mr.F
Ibu tu mane sah hidup die nampak cikyaa xsebutbsal kawen...membongakkk bak kate oghang nogori...dan seperti dijangka..terbukak la isu mr.F secara berdua mase tu..so cikyaa malas nak ulas..tpi secara senangnyee...ibu pun entahla ea..die dah mcm terime pulak...tapi skrg ni..cikyaa n mr.F xde sentuh pape isu lgi...tpi at lis one thing from parents aspect xde isu dah...skrg mngkin jus between me and him..as for now..yea..he is always be with me..everyday...and i would say thank u mr.F for ur time although u r busy...but still..we have a hole in between...still we r friends..and i bet either u or me..both are not ready to touch anything yet...cume satu bende yg cikyaa risaukan...ibu mrF tu terlalu tinggi berharap sedangkan anaknye belum tentu setia...how would it be? Cikyaa tak pernah percaya..ataupun beharap...ape yg cikyaa buat sekarang hanya la follow the flow..and what the only thing i hope...u just need to trying damn hard to be u..the only u..so that the 'u' that u have found again will convince me for the situation that is going on...kepada acik aka ibu mr.F...walaupun terlalu awal untuk acik beli tanah and even dah beli pun..and plan for ur son and me..for our house..i hope acik realise that sometimes things do not come as we planned..kalau cikyaa cube lembutkan hati pun..tapi ur son dont really change himself..it will not happen..but for now..i can see him changing..its good for him..and i hope ianya berkekalan...dan for me..i will do my part..everyday praying..

For mr.F..hari ni awak xmsej saya..but i jus need to admit...jauh disudut hati sy..mmg sy ade rase rindu..sebab sy rase mcm mimpi..org lelaki yg sy first syg dlm hdup sy..ade semula dgn sy..after so many years being apart..how can i deny the feeling? But me myself is not being controlled by my heart..but my mind..although u r my first love..if..if..and only if..u spoiled this second chance..no more chance that u will get for the rest of ur life..because in my life..i believe that people deserved a second chance and it is what im giving u now..think and act smartly...:) 

Bye world...