~ thanks Allah ~

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We thank God for many reasons...for life..for time..for chances..for presents..for luck..for money..for car house and many2 things...but now..i would like to thank Allah...for my tears...

First of all i would like to thank Allah for the instinct that Allah has given to me..

The instinct that leads me to many answers...

The instinct that helps me in analysing something...

The instinct that accompanies me whenever i feel like cursing myself...

The instinct that stopping me from always looking good about people and

The instinct that making me stand strong for now..yea..not that strong enuf when you keep on going to see few things that make u bleeding inside..

The instinct that guides me to the path that i never want to yet it is the best for me...

Secondly i would like to thank Allah for giving me many kinds of signal...signal for doubt..signal for answers..

Mom ever told me..the closer we are to some people..the stronger the tests will be...

Now i am experiencing it..

Am i happy with the situation? Just a hell no okey..

Now it is about the matter of positiving ur heart by avoiding anything and everyone...

Am i angry? Just a hell no okey..

Now its about giving the time a right to decide everything..

Am i needed to fix anything? Just a hell no okey..

Now its about caring ur heart more than anybody and anything..

What should i do? 

Just keep quite..live my life as usual..hide everything that distracting us..cause nobody has a right to complaint on our action because nobody is standing in our shoes..saiz kasut laen2 kan..kekeke 

There is a stage where people will curse their own kindness..when people think that u are easy to be eaten..they will just treat u as what they want..being childish is my weakness..yet my strength..i am strong in my own way..yet deep in my heart..i miss all the previous life...

Being ignorance is my bad side..but now i know..the ignorance that makes me safer before..when i tried to improve on the ignorance...i met many people..get to know more..but it seems tested me more...while during previous time..i can fit in with everyone without having something to think of...when we closed more...love more..and..tested more..

Im trying to get my previous life back..slowly..and hopefully...i can get rid these things faster...

..love.friends.relationship.better..

Hope Allah eases everything

I love everything.everyone.but not for all reasons.it just because i dont jugde something for their few weaknesses but i concerned nore on the good things and deeds that the people have done throughout my life...:)